I guess it was a wonderful mixture of nerves and excitement; basically all the feelings I’ve been forcing myself to feel with boys for so long but have never been able to
In my real life not a single person knows that I really like girls, I just have no one that I can tell.
Anyway, I joined POF a few months back out of curiosity, never expected or anticipated to go through with meeting someone. I started chatting to a pretty girl who lived near me on there. After chatting for a day or two, she flaked on me and went silent for a month actually, then got back in touch earlier this week to apologise and to say it’s just scary for her. I told her I feel exactly the same, and we chatted a bit about how we feel we can’t be with girls not because our families would kick us to the curb but because it would create an uncomfortable rift. We left it with us adding one another on facebook.
As I walked over to my bus stop yesterday, I noticed her, at first it didn’t register but then she smiled and came over. I can’t really describe how I felt. It was lucky it happened too as we’d never have had the guts to do it in a planned ‘date’ setting.
Anyway, we chatted the whole way back and I felt we got on really well. I messaged her first that evening, and she’s invited me to a friends party vackra Litauiska kvinnor in a couple of weeks. Not heard from her today, but I don’t want to get ahead of myself which I feel I already am. It just feels amazing to have someone know the real me, and so exciting! ! I know this is lame, but it’s the first time I genuinely care what happens next.
I guess it was a wonderful mixture of nerves and excitement; basically all the feelings I’ve been forcing myself to feel with boys for so long but have never been able to
In my real life not a single person knows that I really like girls, I just have no one that I can tell.
Anyway, I joined POF a few months back out of curiosity, never expected or anticipated to go through with meeting someone. I started chatting to a pretty girl who lived near me on there. After chatting for a day or two, she flaked on me and went silent for a month actually, then got back in touch earlier this week to apologise and to say it’s just scary for her. I told her I feel exactly the same, and we chatted a bit about how we feel we can’t be with girls not because our families would kick us to the curb but because it would create an uncomfortable rift . We left it with us adding one another on facebook.
Should I message her again or leave it for her to message me?
As I walked over to my bus stop yesterday, I noticed her , at first it didn’t register but then she smiled and came over. I can’t really describe how I felt. It was lucky it happened too as we’d never have had the guts to do it in a planned ‘date’ setting.
Anyway, we chatted the whole way back and I felt we got on really well. I messaged her first that evening, and she’s invited me to a friends party in a couple of weeks. Not heard from her today, but I don’t want to get ahead of myself which I feel I already am. It just feels amazing to have someone know the real me, and so exciting! ! I know this is lame, but it’s the first time I genuinely care what happens next.
[h=”2″] same [/h] [ seym ] adjective 1. identical with what is about to be or has just been mentioned: This street is the same one we were on yesterday.